Yes, I do.

I don’t know, I’m delusional.

I just know that she wants to get to know you. Give her that chance, she may seem different than what you expect. As for me, I’m exactly what you think I am.

xo B

Hello… Do I call you Charlie or Lola? 

I’m alright. I’m just about to leave to go to lunch. I don’t think we’ve properly met yet, but I guess I should make myself known, as that’s what Serena would want. We should get coffee, or lunch sometime, with Serena of course. What do you think about that? 

I’m very much a feminist. I believe in equality between men and women, and of course, girl power! I couldn’t be with a man who thinks he’s more powerful and worth more than me, there needs to be equality for a relationship to work. Maybe that’s why Louis and I didn’t turn out so well, him and his Mother were so focused upon us being such a happy family, and being perfect for Monaco, that we failed to see what was right in front of us. I didn’t love Louis as much as I loved another person, which you all clearly know, but I pushed that away because I thought that this was what was best for me. How Louis turned out… well…  I hope you all understand that I want to be happy, and I wouldn’t be with Louis. 

Typical. I find the perfect Prince and he decides to blackmail me. I’m still a Princess for a year though, so I guess I do win in a way. I wasn’t allowing anybody to buy my freedom, whether it be my Mother, or Chuck. This is my mess, and I deserve it, so I’m going to get myself out of it.

I haven’t been on here in so long because I’ve been busy, and yes, going through a lot. Thank you for your support.

Would you like to tell me something I don’t know?

I’ve been busy, haven’t you read Gossip Girl lately?

Mhm.